“So I am going to be until I am cured?""Life is not cured, Mr. Gilner. Life is managed.”

“I'm going to be here until I'm cured?""Life is not cured, Mr. Gilner. Life is managed".”

“Life is not cured, Mr. Gilner." Dr. Mahmoud leans in. "Life is managed.”

“Life can't be cured, but it can be managed.”

“I'm still a nobody, when am I not going to be a nobody?”

“There's so much more for me to be doing. I should be a success and I'm not and other people - younger people - are. Younger people than me are on TV and getting paid and winning scholarships and getting their lives in order. I'm still a nobody. When am I going to not be a nobody?”

“What am I always going to do? I'm going to go home and freak out.I'm going to sit with my family and try not to talk about myself and what's wrong. Im going to try and eat. Then I'm going to try and sleep. I dread it. I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?”