“I don't know. I don't know at all. And that's what's frightening the life out of me. To have no idea....”
“The only difference now, for what it's worth, is that I know that these things don't matter. I know that I don't have to know anything, and I know that I don't have to fell frightened of not knowing-I just have to be here”
“But waiting is killing me. Don't they understand? Don't they remember what it feels like? I want to have things settled. I can't stand the idea of not knowing.”
“You have no idea how screwed up I am.""That's not true. I know. I just don't care.”
“I don't know what frightens me more, the power that crushes us, or our endless ability to endure it.”
“You don't know what you don't know. That's why you don't have. Because to know and not to have is not to know.”