“I hit walls of past pleasure all the time, and for me past pleasure is much harder to process then past pain...for me the traumas of the past are mercifully far away. The pleasures of the past however, are tough...the worst of depression lies in a present moment that cannot escape the past it idolizes or deplores.”
“Our obsession with birth, by shifting us to a point before our past, robs us of our pleasure in the future, in the present, and even in the past.”
“kindling all over with pleasure at the thought of the past.”
“The French know the intrinsic value of holding on to the past, its pleasures, its promises, and its tender mercies.”
“The dead are the past and we cannot escape the past. Without the past there will be no future.”
“There wasn't any point in dwelling in the pain of the past, not when the future could hold suck pleasure.”