“heart is something for you to polish and do not let heart doomed as dark as cloud”

“you could have said what you wanted to say but something may distract to be spoken truth,,must be the enemy of your heart,,”

“heart,,two path of life,,left or right,,oxygenated or disoxygenated,,good or bad,,pure or evil,,it is your choice to make,,nobody can help you unless u were the one,,search mardhatillah,,u will be good enough insyallah,,take a good care of our heart,,it takes point to jannah,,go and search,,”

“sometimes when i was at dark,,there is no light for me,,as for me do not know way to turn out,,how clueless am i till the point i really dunt knowi was heartlessi was painlessand i gain nothing for the past years,the forth coming through hatred me,,i dun even know why am i herestanding within my familythe past i gain is a shadow that i dun want to look ati was scared and startled like i was a statue of peoplelike in magenta lining of the clothesi feel nothingi feel no one knows mei feel no one understand mewhen the times i look after for allahthere is something always bargain me from searching itits like a pain i felt like no fearit was a wrap like book shelf in the cupboardthats mefinding the way to turn goodbut i do not know which path and direction”

“currently,, my former lecturer send me this message :focus on your goal,, you are about to set yourself into the real life experience of recognisingwhat you can best do and achieve,,the process will mature you overtime,keep in touch”

“i am humanthe lining of mucus still bargainthe vain i fear is like a miracleordinary people would always know about their heartbut as for me,, CLUELESSnobody knows me wellnobody understands menobody would careeventhough how much i put an effort into itim helplesstill nowi didnt changedi really dontand how much my aunt would adviceits just like pouring water into the leavesi dunt want it to be,i want to accomplish as i want it to be like i always wantedbut i dun know why am i so cruel to myselfi didnt try at alli let it goto be like i dunt want it to bei wont let it goto be like i want it to be”

“no directionno pathno compassno signboardbut i have allah swt as my guidanceto the way it could besomehow i do not know how it could be”