“They have accepted me as an individual, as a personality, as an entity. I belong! I am important! I am somebody!”

“I hope they never have to go through the kind of soul searching that I am going through.”

“I really am only one infinitely small part of an aching humanity.”

“I only know that I am now a priestess of Satan trying to maintain after a freak-out to test how free everybody was and to take our vows.”

“My biggest mistake: not wanting to help myself into thinking I am happy, that change would come about without really trying to change, or wanting to change. Procrastinating about changing. I do want to change.”

“What do you know about love? Are your feelings more holy than mine? Am I exempt from the knowledge of love until I become “of age?” Do I automatically become human enough when I start loving you and seeing things your way?”

“Like usual, what I want is not important, what I’m supposed to do that counts.”