“Six years is plenty long enough to soothe the tearing anguish of...death, but maybe no amount of time is enough to soothe something that is no longer there. Something like an emptiness that can never be filled because it's only a bit of space carved out of air.”
“We didn't say or write anything for a long time. Normally silence like that was uncomfortable and awkward. Like you needed to say something to fill the empty space in the air. But it didn't feel like that with Samantha. Maybe it was because I couldn't say anything and fill the quiet, but I thought it was more about two people just being with each other, enjoying the slowdown and the rare sunshine.”
“Time is something that fills the empty spaces of life”
“And still tears never feel like enough: the rinse something away, but only the surface, not whatever is underneath.”
“And marking off time struck me as something like counting empty spaces—spaces you know can't ever be filled.”
“Sometimes you can only feel something by its absence. By the empty spaces it leaves behind.”