“i hate not knowing what i did." _Eric”
“I don't like having feelings," _Eric Northman”
“I hate not knowing what to believe anymore. I hate not knowing what's real.”
“I hated this. I hated knowing what I wanted and knowing what was right and knowing they weren't the same thing.”
“You don’t really hate me…do you?” he asked.“Sometimes I wish that I did. It would make everything a whole hell of a lot easier.”“So what pisses you off more? What I did to make you wanna hate me? Or knowing that you can’t?”
“When I did finally speak, I surprised myself by saying exactly what was on my mind. “You must hate me.”She stared a long time at me.I did,” she said slowly, “But it’s mostly myself I hate.”Don’t,” I said.And why the hell shouldn’t I hate myself? Everybody else hates me.”