“I ever wished to look as well as I could, and to please as much as my want of beauty would permit. I sometimes regretted that I was not handsomer; I sometimes wished to have rosy cheeks, a straight nose, and small cherry mouth; I desired to be tall, stately, and finely developed in figure; I felt it a misfortune that I was so little, so pale, and had features so irregular and so marked.”
“Sometimes I wish I was a woman, just so I could have an abortion.”
“So this had been all I wanted, a boy who understood how I felt. Now, though, I sometimes wished for more.”
“Sometimes I wish they'd ask for my wisdom more often - there are so many things I could tell them; things I wish they would change. But they don't want change. Life here is so orderly, so predictable - so painless. It's what they've chosen.”
“Sometimes I wish I had a terrible childhood, so that at least I'd have an excuse.”
“I had done all that I could, and no Man is well pleased to have his all neglected, be it ever so little.”