“I have little left in myself -- I must have you. The world may laugh -- may call me absurd, selfish -- but it does not signify. My very soul demands you: it will be satisfied, or it will take deadly vengeance on its frame.”
In this poignant declaration from Charlotte Brontë, the speaker reveals the intense and often tumultuous relationship between love and the human soul. The depth of need expressed suggests that love is not merely a desire but a fundamental requirement for existence.
The phrase “I have little left in myself” speaks to a sense of depletion, highlighting that the speaker feels diminished or incomplete without the presence of the beloved. This establishes a powerful emotional context, emphasizing vulnerability and desperation.
When the speaker states, “The world may laugh -- may call me absurd, selfish -- but it does not signify,” we see a rejection of societal judgments and norms. This defiance signifies that the speaker prioritizes personal truth and emotional fulfillment over external opinions, suggesting that authentic love transcends societal conventions.
The mention of the “very soul” conveys a profound connection between love and identity. By invoking the soul, the text elevates the conversation from mere affection to an existential struggle. The phrase “it will be satisfied, or it will take deadly vengeance on its frame” starkly illustrates the potential consequences of unfulfilled longing. The imagery of vengeance signifies that without the beloved, the speaker feels as though their very existence is at stake, illustrating love’s power to invigorate or devastate.
Overall, Brontë's words beautifully encapsulate the complex interplay of love, identity, and emotional survival, portraying love as an essential force that defines and sustains the self.
“I am very happy, Jane; and when you hear that I am dead, you must be sure and not grieve: there is nothing to grieve about. We all must die one day, and the illness which is removing me is not painful; it is gentle and gradual: my mind is at rest. I leave no one to regret me much: I have only a father; and he is lately married, and will not miss me. By dying young, I shall escape great sufferings. I had not qualities or talents to make my way very well in the world: I should have been continually at fault.”
“Are you anything akin to me, do you think, Jane?"I could risk no sort of answer by this time; my heart was full."Because," he said, "I sometimes have a queer feeling with regard to you — especially when you are near to me, as now: it is as if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly and inextricably knotted to a similar string situated in the corresponding quarter of your little frame. And if that boisterous Channel, and two hundred miles or so of land, come broad between us, I am afraid that cord of communion will be snapped; and then I've a nervous notion I should take to bleeding inwardly.”
“It is a long way to Ireland, Janet, and I am sorry to send my little friend on such weary travels: but if I can't do better, how is it to be helped? Are you anything akin to me, do you think, Jane?"I could risk no sort of answer by this time: my heart was still. "Because, he said, "I sometimes have a queer feeling with regard to you - especially when you are near me, as now: it is as if I had a string somewhere under my left ribs, tightly and inextricably knotted to a similar string situated in the corresponding quarter of your little frame. And if that boisterous channel, and two hundred miles or so of land some broad between us, I am afraid that cord of communion will be snapt; and then I've a nervous notion I should take to bleeding inwardly. As for you, - you'd forget me.”
“Gentle reader, may you never feel what I then felt! May your eyes never shed such stormy, scalding, heart-wrung tears as poured from mine. May you never appeal to Heaven in prayers so hopeless and so agised as in that hour left my lips: for never may you, like me, dread to be the instrument of evil to what you wholly love.”
“Eight years! you must be tenacious of life. I thought half the time in such a place would have done up any constitution! No wonder you have rather the look of another world. I marvelled where you had got that sort of face. When you came on me in Hay Lane last night, I thought unaccountably of fairy tales, and had half a mind to demand whether you had bewitched my horse: I am not sure yet.”
“I would not be you for a kingdom.'The remark was too naïve to rouse anger; I merely said -'Very good.''And what would you give to be ME?' she inquired.'Not a bad sixpence - strange as it may sound', I replied. 'You are but a poor creature.''You don't think so in your heart.''No; for in my heart you have not the outline of a place: I only occasionally turn you over in my brain.”