“It would’ve been easier to die. It’s not that I want to be dead now. I don’t. I have a lot in my life that I get satisfaction from, that I love. But some days, especially in the beginning, it was so hard. And I couldn’t help but think that it would’ve been so much simpler to go with the rest of them. But you—you asked me to stay. You begged me to stay. You stood over me and you made a promise to me, as sacred as any vow.”
“I beg you to abnegate me because, I don’t have the strength to renounce you.”
“My heart is broke, but I have some glue, help me inhale and mend it with you.”
“You have punished me long enough, you have punished yourself long enough. Return to me. I beg.”
“If you catch me saying ‘I am a serious actor,’ I beg you to slap me.”