“She hoped that a day would come when she wouldn’t be suspicious of everyone who walked by.”
“People who were too outgoing made her suspicious. She couldn't help but presume that all the loud noise was created to hide quiet lies.”
“Plus she had to admit that a small part of her secrecy was that she was holding something back, for herself. If she never told Dexter the truth, she was still reserving the right to return to her old life. To one day be a covert operative again. To be a person who could keep the largest secrets from everyone, including her husband, forever.”
“She began to sacrifice that old identity to live in her new one. It was the new life, after all, that everyone wanted.”
“She loved him so much. Even when she hated him.”
“The new man was again staring at her, staring at him, challenging her, knowing that she was considering him, wanting her to know that he was considering her. She couldn't help but wonder what it would be like to be with a man who absolutely didn't need her, but merely wanted her.”
“She needed friends, and a life, and this is how you acquired those things: by talking to strangers. Everyone was a stranger, all on equal footing in strangerhood.”