“If I live the life I'm given, I won't be scared to die.”

“I don't want to die, but I don't want to live either. I'm scared to live and scared to die.”

“I'm not scared of dying. I'm scared of living on and on.”

“I'm scared to die," I whispered as Michael walked in."He was scared to live," he said kissing my forehead.”

“I'm not scared of dying . . . I'm scared that I might enjoy it.”

“I thought that if I owned nothing, had nothing, was nothing, I would have nothing left to lose, and I wouldn't be scared anymore. Because my whole life I’ve been so damn scared. Scared to live because I was scared to die. But at the same I was so scared of living, so I wanted to die. Or maybe so scared of dying that I refused to live. You don't have to be afraid to fall, when you're already on the ground. You don't have to be scared to lose someone, when there's no one around to lose.”