“I had severe control freak tendencies, and when I had no control—I freaked out.”
“Too sick and freaked out not to want a bullet for every passer by, too sick and freaked out to breathe, too sick and freaked out to care, too sick and freaked out to think of anything but the annihilation of my mind and denial of my life. So sick and freaked out that I think everyone is my friend.”
“I'm really going to freak out if I don't get into Histrionics 101. And if I get in, I'll also freak out.”
“Thanks for not freaking out," I said."Oh, I'm freaking out," Paul promised, his eyes wide. "I just think it's awesome!”
“And I freaked the fuck out in earnest.”