“adulthood is depressing. for me at least. i cried at the death of every illusion harder than i cried at the death of friends.”

“I enabled your tendency to be vulnerable and weak, and your habits of crying when 6,000 others were present for the music.”

“Funerals consist of older generations initiating the younger into another adulthood. Filling spaces of the one passed.”

“The world is full of 'friends' of suicide victims thinking 'if I had only made that drive over there, I could have done something.”

“i have friends who know everything there is to know about life except how to enjoy it”

“The only thing they've ever wanted, every relationship, was someone i wasn't.”

“When I told the therapist that the “me” that I am now is the best me I can be, I was truthful. I’ve always given you my best, so when you say it's not enough, it chips away at the “best me.”