“He hugs the thought to himself with guilty glee.”
“he was trying to convince himself that he wasn't guilty.”
“It was a long, long time since anyone had hugged him, so he hugged himself.”
“For if God Himself became man, this man, what else can this mean but that He declared himself guilty of the contradiction against Himself”
“Only afterward did the guilt set in--the guilt that for a few minutes he let himself stop feeling guilty.”
“He tries to remind himself that there is no reason he should feel guilty about being bound by one woman who is becoming entranced by another.”