“I love and hate this place because it is full of words.”
“It was hard to remember in the heavy and sensual clarity of these mornings; I forgot whom I hated and who hated me. I wanted to break out crying from stabs of hopeless joy, or intolerable promise, or because these mornings were too full of beauty for me, because I knew of too much hate to be contained in a world like this.”
“I hate this fear. I hate this. I hate this world.I hate it that nobody needs me.I don’t own this world.I’ve had enough. It’s not supposed to be my fault. Only now..Only now that I realized..I hate this world now,living in this world where ‘promise’, ‘bond’ and ‘eternity’ don’t exist,and living in a world full fo strangers is a very, very scary thing.Scared that there’s no guarantee that I’ll be loved.You can’t be living with people surrounding you forever. You just cant.The world is too scary.- Akito”
“There was much to hate in this world and too much to love.”
“But that was just it - hate was exactly the right word. Hate is a force of attraction. Hate is just love with its back turned.”