“But it was a lie. She just craved more time with Blake. During those minutes each morning and evening, she felt herself becoming someone she’d never been before. Not someone else, really, but fully herself. She basked in Blake’s attention.”
“Whenever she felt like crying, she would instead become angry—at someone else or at herself—which meant that it was rare for her to shed tears.”
“She felt herself needing more and more sleep. When she awoke in the morning, she thought of when she might lie down again - and when she would sleep. She started going to the movies.”
“...[She] felt as if she were both a stranger to herself and more herself than she'd ever been.”
“...she refused to leave anything to someone else that she could do better herself.”
“What she craved and really felt herself entitled to was a situation in which the noblest attitude should also be the easiest.”