“For am I now trying to win the favor of people, or God? Or am I striving to please people?”
“Why am I hopping around like some trained dog trying to please people I hate?”
“When I try to save other people am I trying to save myself? Am I covering up for my lack of strength by putting people back together?”
“When I was young, I admired clever people. Now that I am old, I admire kind people.”
“I am seeking, I am striving, I am in it with all my heart.”
“God, I am trying to recover my faith. Please don't abandon me in the middle ofthis adventure, I prayed, pushing my fears aside.”