“I have not lost faith in God. I have moments of anger and protest. Sometimes I've been closer to him for that reason.”
“I have to believe much in God because I have lost my faith in man.”
“I believed the reason there was a God was to prevent such atrocities from happening to the same person twice. But nothing prepared me for this: I have done what I've sworn I could never do; I have become my own nightmare... I have lost control. ”
“Yes, I've lost him. But I don't have to lose myself.”
“It must have been then that I began to lose faith in reasonable argument as the sole measure of truth.”
“..I've been trying to argue myself into thinking these things don't matter, A. Really,I have. But I've lost the argument. And I can't keep having it, when I know what the real answer is.”