“The truth is, I feel beyond sad. I feel empty. Numb. ”
“Never look back to the past, never regret, even if there is emptiness ahead.' But I couldn't help it. Sometimes I would rather look back if it meant that I could feel something in my heart, even something sad. Sadness was better than emptiness.”
“And it feels strange, almost sad, to walk through ther empty halls. Each step I take sounds so lonely.”
“There's no way for them to take away my sadness, but they can make sure I am not empty of all the other feelings.”
“It was not the feeling of completeness I so needed, but the feeling of not being empty.”
“Happy and sad, elated and miserable, secure and afraid, loved and denied, patient and angry, peaceful and wild, complete and empty...all of it. I would feel everything. It would all be mine.”