“Solitude: so fulfilling that the merest rendezvous is a crucifixion.”
“True confessions are written with tears only. But my tears would drown the world, as my inner fire would reduce it to ashes.”
“Ennui is the echo in us of time tearing itself apart.”
“Bach: a scale of tears upon which our desires for God ascend.”
“The deepest and most organic death is death in solitude, when even light becomes a principle of death. In such moments you will be severed from life, from love, smiles, friends and even from death. And you will ask yourself if there is anything besides the nothingness of the world and your own nothingness.”
“To live in any true sense of the word is to reject others; to accept them, one must be able to renounce, to do oneself violence, to act against one's own nature, to weaken oneself; we conceive freedom only for ourselves - we extend it to our neighbours only at the cost of exhausting efforts; whence the precariousness of liberalism, a defiance of our instincts, a brief and miraculous success, a state of exception, at the antipodes of our deepest imperatives.”