“Throughout the ordeal, I learned that getting mad was easier than being sad. Anger was something I could control. I could settle into an easy rhythm of blame and hate. Focus my energy on something than the ache in my heart.”
“In days that follow, I discover that anger is easier to handle than grief.”
“What's the point of being sad?" he says. "We're here now.”
“When I meet someone I like being with more than I like being alone, I'll marry her.”
“Someday being with Dex will be a distant memory. This fact makes me sad too. Its the initial stages of grief that seem to be worst but in some ways, Its sadder as time goes by and you consider how much they're missed in your life.”
“But I have learned that you can't just create your own timetable and will it to come true.”