“I am sustained by the certainty that life has meaning...as does death.”
“I am not a hero. Life has not required it of me.”
“Life passes by now like the scenery outside a car window. I breathe and eat and sleep as I always did, but there seems to be no great purpose in my life that requires active participation on my part...I do not know where I am going or when I will get there.”
“It's overwhelming. I feel as if I am living in an illusion a dream where all things are possible. Amazing things do happen I know but always to someone else always in some far off place and time.”
“IT's all about being able to live a sustainable life. I don't think I'm going to be able to have one.”