“I think part of me doesn't want to remember him, for fear of missing him too much.”
“I wanted him to think about me as much as I thought about him. I wanted him to miss me when I wasn't around, like I missed him. I wanted him to want me like he'd never wanted anyone else, the way that I wanted him. I wanted for him to never be able to get enough of me, as I seemed not to be able to get enough of him.”
“I also want to tell him how much I already miss him. But that wouldn't be fair on my part.”
“I wanted to like him, and yet, a small part of me needed to fear him.”
“Part of me wants to turn him into hamburger and part of me doesn't want to beat up somebody who's taped to a tree.”
“You want him so much that half of me wants him too.”