“April 27. Incapable of living with people, of speaking. Complete immersion in myself, thinking of myself. Apathetic, witless, fearful. I have nothing to say to anyone - never.”
“I lack nothing. I only needed myself.”
“there is nothing bad to fear; once you have crossed that threshold, all is well. Another world, and you do not have to speak”
“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.”
“This tremendous world I have inside of me. How to free myself, and this world, without tearing myself to pieces. And rather tear myself to a thousand pieces than be buried with this world within me.”
“What do I have in common with Jews? I don't even have anything in common with myself. ”
“I have the true feeling of myself only when I am unbearably unhappy.”