“I have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.”
“An entire life spent reading would have fulfilled my every desire; I already knew that at the age of seven. The texture of the world is painful, inadequate; unalterable, or so it seems to me. Really, I believe that an entire life spent reading would have suited me best. Such a life has not been granted me...”
“I have spent my life laboriously doing nothing.”
“I have spent most of my life (like most people) avoiding transcendence at all costs, mainly because the shit hurts.”
“I have spent my entire life climbing toward your name.”
“perfection. I have been waiting all my life to be with you. My heart slams against my ribs when I think of the slaughtered nights I spent all over the world waiting to feel your touch.”