“How the heck I was supposed to have a spiritual awakening without a flush toilet?”

“I had never climbed a mountain, but standing at the bottom, looking at the summit, thinking, “How the fuck am I going to make it?” was pointless.”

“There was no turning back. I had created the situation, and having come this far I wanted freedom, I wanted liberation, I wanted deep orgasms and most of all I wanted to meet God.”

“He, I was sure, would have all the answers, and these answers he would find in my vagina.”

“I thought that I was praying for external peace and quiet, when it was internal tranquillity that I craved.”

“The die cast, I really was living out of a suitcase, feeling as though I had fallen off the grid.”

“My tears stopped flowing, and a warmth spread through me. In my inner stillness, the answer found me “ you are the same person you have always been but never dared to see.”