“love had turned into "love affair" with a begining and an end.”
“I became aware that our love was doomed; love had turned into a love affair with a beginning and an end. I could name the very moment when it had begun, and one day I knew I should be able to name the final hour. When she left the house I couldn't settle to work. I would reconstruct what we had said to each other; I would fan myself into anger or remorse. And all the time I knew I was forcing the pace. I was pushing, pushing the only thing I loved out of my life. As long as I could make believe that love lasted I was happy; I think I was even good to live with, and so love did last. But if love had to die, I wanted it to die quickly. It was as though our love were a small creature caught in a trap and bleeding to death; I had to shut my eyes and wring its neck.”
“I like to have a secret love affair, a hidden life, something to lie about.”
“I had committed myself: without love I'd have to go through the gestures of love.”
“Lust is not the worst thing. It is because any day, any time, lust may turn into love that we have to avoid it. And when we love our sin then we are damned indeed.”
“I had never known her before and I had never loved her so much. The more we know the more we love, I thought.”
“You needn't be so scared. Love doesn't end. Just because we don't see each other...”