“Life is here, death is over there. I am here, not over there.”
“Until that time, I had understood death as something entirely separate from and independent of life. The hand of death is about to take us, I had felt, but until the day it reaches out for us, it leaves us alone. This had seemed to me the simple, logical truth. Life is here, death is over there. I am here, not over there. That night Kizuki died, however, I lost the ability to see death (and life) in such simple terms. Death was not the opposite of life. It was already here, within my being, it had always been here, and no struggle would permit me to forget that. When it took the 17-year-old Kizuki that night in May, death took me as well.”
“There is no spoon. I am completely spoonless over here.”
“Here I am alive, and it's not my fault, so I have to try and get by as best I can without hurting anybody until death takes over.”
“Do they think their life would be over if I wasn't here?”
“I am terrified by the dizzying pleasure of it: I am both here and over there; I am be and I am no longer me!Am I already dead?”