“I will no longer mutilate and destroy myself in order to find a secret behind the ruins.”
“In order to understand, I destroyed myself.”
“I am going to open myself up to all that is superior in the world and beyond and I am going to spend time trying to take delight in things! Not finding ruin in them! If the ruin of you is what you look for, the ruin of you is what you are going to find!”
“In order not to find me in contradiction with myself, I should be allowed enough time to explain myself”
“Besides, I can't, I no longer have the strength to destroy this painful piece of myself, which might turn out to be the piece I value most.”
“My two favorited pasttimes are sex and golf, in that order, although, as I grow older I find myself assessing their order of preference.”