“[...] And suddenly Vincent clearly realised what his subconsciousness had known for a long time. All the talks about God are just childish elusion, just a lie that calms a scared and lonely ordinary mortal in a dark and neverending night. There is no God. Sure as fate - there is no God. There is only chaos - dismal, painful, cruel, agonizing, blind, endless chaos.”
“The only order in the universe is just a cycle of calm and chaos.”
“He realized now he was only just beginning to see the full extent to which it was his destiny to follow, to walk blindly into fates he could never understand. In fate there was reward, in turning over one's heart to God there was a magnificence that lay beyond description. At the moment one is sure that all is lost, look at what is gained!”
“God's end is to enable me to see that he can walk on the chaos of my life just now.”
“It's all about finding the calm in the chaos”
“God could easily appear and clear up the global religious chaos and confusion. But a delusion can never appear in reality.”