“I want to die.”
“I never wanted a too die for house, or a too die for car. I always wanted a too die for life.”
“I don't want to die, but I don't want to live either. I'm scared to live and scared to die.”
“I don't want to be dying. I want to be dead.”
“I want to live but I want to die. What do I do?”
“I wanted to shake the stuffing out of him; I wanted to hug him; I wanted to die.”