“most suicidal teens are different; they’re tempted to kill themselves. with me, i know i need to die; i should be killed for the things i’ve done. but i keep feeling this nudge, this TEMPTATION TO LIVE. and everyday i pray to god that i never lose that temptation.”
“I never resist temptation because I have found that things that are bad for me do not tempt me.”
“Sometimes, God on purpose allows Satan to tempt human.One should keep on praying to be kept away of temptation.”
“...if I were asked to think up a new name for temptation, I should recommend the word 'doorknob', because what are these protuberances put on doors for if not to tempt us...”
“It was suicide. Others killed themselves with poison or with a revolver. I killed myself with minutes and hours.”
“Because if I let myself feel the pain and the anger, I think it might kill me. Or I might kill someone else. I know it's wrong to feel that way about God and I know its's wrong to not feel anything. I hate it. I don't hate God. I hate not loving Him.”