“I was not much afraid of punishment, I was only afraid of disgrace.But that I feared more than death, more than crime, more than anything in the world. I should have rejoiced if the earth had swallowed me up and stifled me in the abyss. But my invincible sense of shame prevailed over everything . It was my shame that made me impudent, and the more wickedly I behaved the bolder my fear of confession made me. I saw nothing but the horror of being found out, of being publicly proclaimed, to my face, as a thief, as a liar, and slanderer.”
“I am much more afraid of my good deeds that please me than of my bad deeds that repel me.”
“I had found my religion: nothing seemed more important to me than a book. I saw the library as a temple.”
“I feared my own kind more than anything the natural world could ever threaten me with.”
“I've always been afraid that someone would steal my identity some day and be more successful at being me than I am!!”
“There was nothing to see, nothing to distract me from succumbing to my fears, and the longer I kept my eyes shut, the more terribly I saw my fears wanted me to see.”