“I exist, that is all, and I find it nauseating.”
“I am nauseated by all these rotten people in Europe - and these fucking "democracies" are not worth even a crumb.”
“There is only one problem on which all my existence, my peace, my happiness depend: to discover myself in discovering God. If I find Him I will find myself and if I find my true self I will find Him.”
“I find I cannot exist without Poetry”
“Finding myself to exist in the world, I believe i shall, in some shape or other, always exist.”
“The story I am writing exists, written in absolutely perfect fashion, some place, in the air. All I must do is find it, and copy it.”