“When I used to picture forever, it was always with the same boy. In my dreams, my future was set. A sure thing. This isn’t the way I’d pictured it. … The future is unclear. But it’s still mine.”
“It’s the kind of love that doesn’t know better and doesn’t want to—it’s dizzy and foolish and fierce.”
“Sometimes it’s like people are a million times more beautiful to you in your mind. It’s like you see them through a special lens — but maybe if it’s how you see them,that’s how they really are. It’s like the whole tree falling in the forest thing.”
“When a person you love dies, it doesn’t feel real. It’s like it’s happening to someone else. It’s someone else’s life. I’ve never been good with the abstract. What does it mean when someone is really truly gone?”
“It's not all of a sudden," he said, his eyes locked on mine. "It's always.”
“It’s hard to throw away history. It was like you were throwing away a part of yourself.”