“I was pushing myself to extremes in order to discover my many selves.”
“When he admitted this to me, I found myself almost annoyed. It was as if he'd hidden this part of himself in order to deceive me, pretending-- as do many people I've discovered--to be what he is not. No one I've ever known is what he appears to be on the surface.”
“There is only one problem on which all my existence, my peace, my happiness depend: to discover myself in discovering God. If I find Him I will find myself and if I find my true self I will find Him.”
“I learned to walk; since then I have let myself run. I learned to fly; since then I do not need pushing in order to move from a spot.”
“I knew at that moment I had to make a choice... I could submit to everything and live a life of excuses, or I could push myself... I could push myself and make my life good...”
“I force myself to contradict myself in order to avoid conforming to my own taste.”