“Suddenly, I don't want to be this person anymore. I don't want to pretend I'm fooling the world when I'm not. I want someone else to have a plan for me, because I'm not doing a very good job myself.”
“You want to know what I want? I'm sick of being a guinea pig. I'm sick, but I'm never f*cking sick enough for this family.”
“Because we're two of a kind. You were made to take care of me, and I'm going to take care of you.”
“you're not a bad person because you want to be yourself.”
“When we sat down on the couch again, you curled up against my side, like you used to when you were a toddler. What I wanted to say to you, but didn't, was this: Don't use me as your model. I'm the last person you should look up to.”
“I'd like to say that this time I'd kill myself too..but I've never had that kind of courage.”