“I have so much in me, and the feeling for her absorbs it all; I have so much, and without her it all comes to nothing.”
“And the feeling I had was not of wanting her so much as being surrounded by her, blundering inside her life without having moved.”
“There is so much. I had no fucking clue I could feel this way, this much. It's like some deep well opened up inside me, and now all the love in all the world is being poured through me into her.”
“Nothing embarrassed her. I admired that so much, because everything embarrassed me, and that hurt me.”
“...I watch her so much that I forget it's raining at all.”
“So much is exploding inside of me that I feel like a bag of Orville Redenbacher's in the microwave. Too much has happened all at once. I stagnated for years with nothing happening, and now, all in one day, too much is happening.”