“Just because it's a novel--can't it also be different?”
“A novel is no different than graffiti in a bathroom stall, it's just more pretentious.”
“You can't just make me different, and then leave. Because I was fine before, Alaska. I was just fine with me and last words and school friends, and you can't just make me different and then die.”
“You can't just make me different, and the leave. Because I was fine before.”
“You can't abandon life just because it's scary, and just because you get hurt.”
“You can't just make yourself matter and then die, Alaska, because now I am irretrievably different..”