“I want an infinitely blank book and the rest of time......why didn't I learn to treat everything like it was the last time, my greatest regret is how much I believed in the future.”

“Why didn't I learn to treat everything like it was the last time. My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future.”

“...an infinitely blank book and the rest of time.”

“I regret how much I believed in the future.”

“I regret that it takes a life to learn how to live.”

“It feels like a moment I've lived a thousand times before, as if everything is familiar, right up to the moment of my death, that it will happen again an infinite number of times, that we will meet, marry, have our children, succeed in the ways we have, fail in the ways we have, all exactly the same, always unable to change a thing. I am again at the bottom of an unstoppable wheel, and when I feel my eyes close for death, as they have and will a thousand times, I awake.”

“I started carrying blank books like this one around, which I would fill with all the things I couldn't say...”