“Knowing now I would never be alone again never lonely again as in those years God allowed me to be thus as if He did not exist forcing onto me the bitter knowledge that He did not exist in truth or if He did His existence touched in no way upon my own.”
“I hoped I never saw him again. If I ever had to look at him again, if he looked at me the way he did that day, it would break me.”
“Of course his dust would be absorbed in other living things and to that degree at least he would exist again, though it was plain enough that the specific combination which was he would never exist again.”
“What did it matter if he existed for two or for twenty years? Happiness was the fact that he had existed.”
“But he was there.Day and night he was there for me,risking his very existence to protect me from a war that claimed my life over and over again.He never faltered,never wavered,never feared for his own safety.He was beaten,stabbed,abused, and tortured again and again,yet he still stuck by me,ignoring the possibility that he would die for me one day. It wasn't right. I didn't deserve everything he sacrificed for me.I wasn't worth so high a price.”
“If God did not exist it would be necessary to invent Him. But all nature cries aloud that He does exist."(Voltaire)”