“Sometimes I'd catch myself looking at my reflection in windows and wonder who I was. Where I was going. Then the image would change and it wouldn't be me, just some nebulous shadow person.”
“I sometimes wonder if it is just me, or if there are other women who figure out where they are supposed to be by going nowhere.”
“Something changed then. I saw my life in scale: it was just my life. It was not momentous, and only now did I recognize that it had once seemed so to me; that was while my father was watching.I saw myself the way I'd seen the cleaning women in the building across the street. I was just one person in one window. Nobody was watching, except me.”
“I sometimes wonder if it's just me, or if there are other women who figure out where they're supposed to be by going nowhere.”
“I wouldn't describe myself as lacking in confidence, but I would just say that - the ghosts you chase you never catch.”
“Increase of knowledge only discovered to me more clearly what a wretched outcast I was. I cherished hope, it is true, but it vanished when I beheld my person reflected in water or my shadow in the moonshine, even as that frail image and that inconstant shade.”