“I want him to know how much i love him.”
“I want him to love me as much as I love him.”
“I love you; I love you and I don’t care that you’re my sister; don’t be with him, don’t want him, don’t go with him. Be with me. Want me. Stay with me.I don’t know how to be without you.”
“How much better my life has been for knowing him. For loving him, even if it's only in the limited way that I can manage.But I never get the chance.”
“I also want to tell him how much I already miss him. But that wouldn't be fair on my part.”
“I'm eighteen, so he's right-- there's no hurry. I don't tell him how much I want that sort of connection-- a relationship like he and Mom share. The trust and respect between them is plain to see, but I know that under the surface, their relationship simmers with passion. I don't tell him how much I worry it will never happen for me. I don't tell him how some days, I feel as though everything I do is an attempt to be worthy of being loved like that.”