“And oh, god, how could so much regret and so much sweetness and so much sadness all be present in that single moment. I was already dead and missing my unlived life. I was already dead and Tobias was mourning.I tried to smile. For him.”
“I miss him so much, but it's confusing, because I missed him long before he was dead, and that's the bitch of it all. I missed him long before he was dead.”
“I also want to tell him how much I already miss him. But that wouldn't be fair on my part.”
“You know, you remind me of my younger brother. I miss that kid, so much that I sometimes regret killing him.”