“I wanted to be ready.I had thought I was ready.I really believed I was ready.That is, until the milk came.”
“But everything had changed, and I was becoming more and more of who I really was, and less of this person I had thought I wanted to be.”
“I thought I had my life mapped out, thought I had it together. Then you came along and flipped my world on its head. You make me want things I never knew I needed.”
“He had given me so much information, I wanted some time to absorb it all, but I didn't want to leave him. Not like this. Not ever, as long as I lived. Or until I had to get back on the case. Whichever came first.”
“He wanted to say, Muriel, forgive me, but since my son died, sex has... turned. (As milk turns; that was how he thought of it. As milk will alter its basic nature and turn sour.) I really don't think of it anymore. I honestly don't. I can't imagine anymore what all that fuss was about. Now it seems pathetic.”
“I really believe, or want to believe, really I am nuts, otherwise I'll never be sane.”