“I can't stop shaking. I need you. I want you. I can't let myself have you.”
“Go, go, go if you want to, I can't stop you. Go, go, go if you want to, I can't stop you.”
“Damn it Ash. I can't listen to that. I can't think about it. I can deal with denying myself what I need. What I want. But I can't deny you.”
“Go (please stay), Go (please stay), Go if you want to,I can't stop you. Just go if you want to I can't stop you.”
“I need you so I can't let go Gonna be all that I can be I want you still I always will cause you're the only one for me”
“Don't stay away from me anymore."I stop myself, just barely, from telling him I won't. I can't promise that. Can't lie. He opens his eyes. Stares starkly, bleakly. "I need you.”