“I wanted so badly to tell him, but something about that entire night seemed so beautiful, so bizarre, that I didn't trust it with my secrets.”
“Maybe I was afraid to trust him with something so personal as my devotion.”
“I didn't tell you how beautiful he is so you could fall in love with him. I told you so you could appreciate that I'm in love with him.”
“I didn't want to talk about what happened, so it seemed safest not to talk at all.”
“This isn't love. It's something broken and ugly. I wanted it so badly I didn't care what it looked like.”
“If this were a movie, I would bust a secret move so fierce the entire place would be razed to the ground. I'd finish with something snappy like "And don't forget my soda, punk" while I strolled off into the night.”