“Cam: She is so lovely when she sleeps.Daniel: Is that why you wanted her to sleep for all eternity?”
“he wanted to sleep inside her lungs and breathe her blood and be smothered. He wanted her to be a virgin and not a virgin all at once. He wanted to know her. Intimate secrets: Why poetry? Why so sad? Why that grayness in her eyes? Why so alone? Not lonely, just alone - riding her bike across campus or sitting off by herself in the cafeteria - even dancing, she danced alone - and it was the aloneness that filled him with love. He remembered telling her that one evening. How she nodded and looked away. And how, later, when he kissed her, she received the kiss without returning it, her eyes wide open, not afraid, not a virgin’s eyes, just flat and uninvolved.”
“She did not know why it seemed to her so tragic to cry in her sleep.”
“She wanted him to tell her that when you love someone so hard and so fierce, it was all right to do things that you knew were wrong.”
“And she never wanted to be around Cam. In her own lifetime or any other one.”
“The eternally sleeping princess, thinks Cam. But I shall free you from those poisoned brambles that surround your heart. And then you will have no choice but to love me.”