“I smile and play pretend through the Morning Show in the kitchen.”

“Eating plain toast will detonate her. "I'll have some honey."When the bread is done I scrape on a microscopic layer of it and pour a cup of coffee, black. She pretends not to listen or watch as I crunch through my breakfast. I pretend that I don't notice her pretending.”

“The parents are making threatening noises, turning dinner into performance art, with dad doing his Arnold Schwarzenegger imitation and mom playing Glenn Close in one of her psycho roles. I am the Victim.Mom: [creepy smile] “Thought you could put one over us, did you, Melinda? Big high school students now, don’t need to show your homework to your parents, don’t need to show any failing test grades?”Dad: [bangs table, silverware jumps] “Cut the crap. She knows what’s up. The interim reports came today. Listen to me, young lady. I’m only going to say this to you once. You get those grades up or your name is mud. Hear me? Get them up!” [Attacks baked potato.]”

“i decapitated dandelions all morning, leaving carnage and death strewn into my path.”

“It is my first morning of high school. I have seven new notebooks, a skirt I hate, and a stomachache.”

“I am getting better at smiling when people expect it.”

“I am beginning to measure myself in strength, not pounds. Sometimes in smiles.”